171 days to go

I have such mixed feelings when I look at that kittenheart ticker on the right side of the page. Some days, when I feel exhausted and sore and nauseous, I feel like it's mocking me. "Only 171 days? Only?? ONLY?!? Shut the eff up, stupid ticker!"

Some days it's "Holy crap... only 171 days, that means LESS THAN 6 months left... SO much to do in only 6 months! Less than 6 months until our lives are completely changed, HOLY. CRAP." Today I'm somewhere in between. A tad anxious about having to be pregnant for so much longer and GET much more puffy and uncomfortable but quite content and grateful about how I feel right now. It was a good day!